#243 : Life In General
Friday, May 1, 2015 @ 10:41 AM
Some might have known, not all. That you might have guessed I'm in a rs.. Since 12 February.. All is well and going strong. Let's hope this shall be the last and best one I ever had. It's a month and going on to the second. I like him, and trying to love him more.. But there's a negative part. He don't go on dates.. =/ For someone like me, who likes to go out so much.. Aiks..
I guess I'll be going out alone much much often..Labels: personal, updates
#179 : Can I Come Back?
Sunday, January 6, 2013 @ 8:02 PM
I wish I even had the time to blog/game/watch anime and drama nowadays. I feel time is getting even more lesser for me. >.< Time time time I wish are 50 hours a day for me. More than enough time to do EVERYTHING. Really. Damnit.Labels: personal, randoms, updates
#171 : Time for an update
Monday, November 7, 2011 @ 1:50 AM
Finally, I found some time to post something again. It's been long since the last post which was like 2 months ago? Seriously been very busy at work, well sort of coping with pasting all the notices as usual and disposing some of the stains. So busy till I don't even know what I'm doing sometimes when I'm slacking at work. Don't even have the mood to play games or I'm trying not to. Yups, the company is coping with tons of projects, till I can't even match my pap forms with the samples. Usually I'll do that when it was 4.15pm, but nowadays it seem like the forms being data entered are getting even later. So I got no choice but to soak the samples first and then go find the forms the next day.
Other than work, I'm busy with eating all those nice food and my game ~ MapleSEA. Don't have time for me to play Pangya or Audition or GMS ( Global Maplestory ) or Maplestory Adventures for Facebook. So pathetic. Felt the time is getting shorter and shorter, wanted to update my blog since a long time ago but can't find time for it till now. I even have to post my blog update on a public holiday. -_-
I really miss the past that I was doing, like chatting and playing facebook games and I can even update my blog everyday or those days which I have things to talk about. Hmm, or I need to learn how to organize my time more?
Sometimes, I have the time to keep reminscing about the past, my previous work, the people, school-mates, and everything else that I can think of when I'm totally bored out at work. Maybe it's true some things you tried so hard to forget but it ended up of no use cos you might think of it someday.
Recently my email has been sending out spam I wonder which advertising site DID it? Zzzz, now I've to change to password which I haven't yet cos not sure what to use. -okay done already-
Hmm, pictures to be posted up when I'm free the next time round~Labels: food, games, personal, updates, work
#150 : Friendship, Relationship and the What Nots
Tuesday, September 21, 2010 @ 9:18 PM
Sometimes I feel that relationships whether its to do with chat friends normal friends classmates or colleagues. All these relationship-wise seems so very fragile. Something that I learn while chatting at Alamak. Everyone have to learn to cope with their friends' habitual lives, their characters and their attitudes. It may seem easy at first. Once you did something wrong or stupid you get blacklisted already.
No matter how you change or you wanted to change, all is not important cos the other party may not accept you and even thought bad of you even though you didn't do anything wrong.
There's all kinds of relationships in Alamak. Even freelancers are getting popular in there due to the Gary Ng thingy..
I used to have a best friend in school though but due to some matter we are not really best friends anymore everyone has their own personal lifestyle. Actually I wanted to care about, but all is gone now. To me, best friends or close friends will get lead on to become enemies cos you know too much of the other party's secrets having been with them each and every single day.
I don't like the whole idea of what they are all having in Alamak like prejudices against each other. I can't say that I hated anyone in there. Just dislike only. That's enough. Don't really had to think of anything else. Just don't care about what they talk about you.
Even if they are having events or gathering they shouldn't allow 2 people who dislike each other to appear at the same place. It's a real big MISTAKE! Even if confirm nothing will happen, in the end SOMETHING will happen! It always will. 99.9% something will definitely happen.
I rather be normal friends then to have best or close friends. At the very least no one knows deep down I actually have a dark secret. No one will believe it either. ( I guess. ) Only told a few people about it. Not even 10% of my total friends knows about it.Labels: feelings, personal
#109 : Randoms
Sunday, February 28, 2010 @ 10:30 PM
: Burning Flame II Episode 19 - 25 / The Stew of Life Episode 1 - 12
: Ai Ni Sheng Guo Zi Ji - Nicholas Teo
: damn tired
: when will i settle everything?!!
dat's wad euu get when euu multi-task too much!!-.- i got stuck on watching my dramas and animes!somemore i'm now busy reading manga during worktime!seriously i dunknw y i get memory loss when i do too much things at a time.and now i'm back to non-gaming mode!=( wanna game so much but my heart is so san xing liang yi.part of my heart wanna watch drama and anime but the other weak part wanna gaming and so the harden heart go and watch drama n anime lor~
seriously hurt when i'm lyk dat ( wad i mean is i make myself over tired trying to cope with everything ) i dun wanna multi task actually.probably i did dat cos i wanna take my mind off from thinking too much and thinking back to my 2nd relationship i wonder how i cope with the breakup?i used all my time to work everyday to take my mind off it!right now i'm thinking how will i cope again if it happen the nxt round ( i'm so afraid it will happen again! ) =( so sad.jz thinking make me wanna cry ( i'm holding myself off from crying ) i teared too easily ( i teared when i watch the sad drama or anime )
hais seriously i dunknw wad to say anymore.
PS: If really anyone wanna chase me. I think it's not time yet. ( No matter how much i wanna someone to but now is not the time to do so )Labels: love, personal, randoms
#13 : Lost Life?
Friday, March 6, 2009 @ 10:25 PM
: Rules Turn Loose Ep 8A - 10C
: Love Is The Message (DJ Fabolous Remix) - Cabballero
: Alan Kuo - One Day
: feeling lost~
: Things to do : find back myself
suddenly i jz felt my life is so lost..no aim in life..no friends..everything no more..i wonder how to find back the lost "me".Labels: personal
